Prayer Request

Anonymous, December 5, 2020 - 5:39 pm

Life feels so meaningless to me these days! I just can't take it anymore. My life feels like it is going around in circles. I wake up, eat, oversleep during the day due to my depression, go to work, come home, and then repeat the process again the next day. This is due to me not being in school at present, because of the COVID-19 situation for the last 10 months, and also because my job is so stressful. All of it has warped my brain back into its seasonal depression state!

I'm just so tired of everything right now. It feels like I finished everything there is that I can do in life and now I'm just going around in circles doing things that will ultimately mean nothing in the end. I'm so tired that I just want to sleep for a few weeks or months, but even that would do nothing. I feel powerless and hopeless, like there is nothing that I can do to get out of this depression I'm in. I have tried praying and praying and asking God for His help, and I have been applying to other jobs that may bring me more joy, but so far nothing has come of it.

Living is just so exhausting and I can hardly see the point of going on right now. I'm not thinking of doing anything to harm myself at present, so don't worry about that. I'm just so tired about how terrible I feel. When it comes to my depression, I take medication to ward off the symptoms. Usually it helps, but it's not helping too much right now. Right now it feels like there's such a huge cloud over my head, and my body feels weighted down. It’s the holidays, COVID-19 is growing, the news is fake and I do not even want to speak of the political mess we are in!

Please, if anyone can pray for me and has any words of encouragement or comfort that they can spare right now, I would greatly appreciate it. Thank you Desert Hills Church.